THANK YOU

WOOTS,THANK YOU,uTORRENT!!!

I DON'T KNOW HOW,BUT I DOWNLOADED A TEXTBOOK!!!

CURSE YOU NLB

WHY YOU NO HAVE THE BOOK I WANT???

ONLY NUS LIBRARY HAVE!!!:((((

oh noes.

i wonder how i ever let myself get persuaded by the school and Mr.Lim to take AP calc.I absolutely suck at math,i got lowest for the mock ap mcq in class and fell apart for the frqs.

They say that american math is easy,but I'm already struggling with some of the questions in the booklet.i would say that aiming for a 5 is a little too optimistic.

That's it.I'm not going to take AP stats next year,nor I am taking AP physics.

I suck at physics.Even this semester,where everyone,EVERYONE is supposed to get an A easily.The bloody practical test,in which i got 9 out of 30,screwed up everything.

Physics,I absolutely hate, detest, abhor, despise, loathe, blah blah blah you.

You're like a stink in my nostrils(taken from thesaurus.com)

You're just so abstract, so douchey, so...ARGHHHHHH.

Just go away.please.

stalemate

things seem to have come to a stand still,and I'm running out of ideas,fast...

Great,is Thy faithfulness...

你信实何广大。。。

I'm Back!

Realised it's been a long time(like,8 days) since I last posted.

It's just that I've gotten lazy.

Quite lazy.

Nothing much I want to say right now,except...

加油！

And I sincerely mean it.

cheers,mates.

sick.sick of myself.

sick of how I always don't keep my promises.

and sick of the fact that I'm always such a hypocrite.

I proclaim that I'm a christian. I say that I love God.

But my actions don't reflect that.I chose to play soccer over devoting some time to God.

I always get all riled up when some things intrude upon on my allocated church time during the weekends.But the fact that I don't react the same way during the rest of the week,really smacks of hypocrisy.

HYPOCRISY.

What I did, did not,  and never will, glorify God's name. It was all in vain.

Crisis avoided

went to settle my phone charger problem at bishan just now.had to buy another kind of charger (the one that charges your battery directly). to repair my phone would cost around 300 bucks.

came with a spare battery.

right.All I can say right now is that I'm totally screwed for math.I still have washer and the left right midpoint and trapezoidal riemann sum AND a few other thingys that I'm still unclear about.I'm also slightly sick of math,and in need of a power nap.

Plus I haven't been taking this mock ap seriously,I think I'm only like 1/3 done with my booklet LOL.planned to use this weekend to sort of chiong,but totally failed.

screw you,mock AP.

tough luck.

trying to decide who i hate more,liverpool or everton.

and man city's leading, YAY<3

i hope man utd just screws up,because I don't want man utd winning the league again.they a bunch of lousy asses who has to rely on the referees to win.the sight of them just makes me go sick.that's pure hatred,man.if i had a million buckets of paint,I'd fly them over to manchester just to pour them all over old trafford.

man city is so much better than them.I'd rather man city win the league than man utd.

you can say all you want,guys.for me,man utd will always,ALWAYS be the scum of english football.

SCUM.

right.that's the end of my rant.

tired now.but maybe i'll do a few ap calc qns...had cip in the morning, it was mainly just chopping up pumpkins, and fending off hornets/wasps with a knife.

then had this awesome beef soup at the queensway foodcourt,pity the avocado juice stall wasn't open.had to settle for some substandard ones.

ok.gotta go now,maybe getting an early-nighter.

ARGGHHHHHH

STUPID !@#$%#$#*^%@$%@^&#@% PHONE WHY WON"T YOU CHARGE

I was just thinking too much

Alright, firstly, I learnt 2 things from the events that had unfolded tonight:

1) I suck at lasertag/quest horribly. Only got 4 shots on target, and like a 4% hit rate. I know. I suck.

2) Joo kee's identity has been called into question. This happened during the post-lasertag snacking session back at the pantry, while Ryan, Joo kee and Ms.Chua's daughter, whose name sounds uncannily like shuen's(let's just call her shuen), were conversing

It all started from that mutated hamster drawing on the whiteboard...*winkwinknudgenudge*

Everyone had somehow arrived at the conclusion that joo kee was the artist.

Shuen(in the typical little girl voice): "Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!You so cute!"

Joo kee: up to his usual antics.

Ian(referring to joo kee): " He has a girl name....it's.....stephanie." (totally nonchalant voice)

Ryan: "It's the boy stephanie, not the girl stephanie...so he's.......stephanie kor kor!"

Shuen(shock showing on her face): "WHAAAAT....WHAT THE-"

Meanwhile, shuen's little sister was sitting quietly at one side, wondering what in the name of -insert word here- is going on.

So, from now on, Joo kee shall be known as....Stephanie.

My narrative skills sucks.

The only down side today was that I was super bummed out from not being able to do CA presentation today. T.T

right.off to slack and do a bit of ap calc.

see ya 

It's almost time

English presentation is tomorrow. I'm half freaking out inside, though my slides are done, I'm not sure whether I can elaborate on some of the points tomorrow. I'm probably going to end up talking some shit and end up confusing everyone. Get a grip,argh.

anyways, since I'm a freaking out a little I might want to share something with you guys/gals. So, I missed roll call for the third time last wednesday, and I am required to do up reflections. So here it is.

Reflections

Jordan Png

RA12-07

Hostel has by far been the highlight of my academic tenure here in NUS High. Living in close proximity with friends creates a vibrant atmosphere that one could not possibly experience at home. At night, everyone would come together to do work together, to chat, and to talk nonsense, the lively bantering, jokes and hearty laughter; one cannot possibly ask for more. But the pain of missing roll call mars the joy of these ‘gatherings’. Such a simple and easy thing to do, but woe and behold, such an easy thing to forget as well. It is such an easy thing such that it can easy slip one’s mind, not once, not twice, and probably not even thrice. That few seconds of walking to the biometric reader, pressing your finger to it, and hearing that ‘good-to-go’ sound that is accompanied by the all-too-familiar green light; these few seconds cannot possibly amount to a tragic loss of time. Yet the fact that it can so easily slip my mind is frankly baffling.

Sometimes, roll call would seem like something of low importance, and easily get displaced by something of seemingly far greater importance, such as schoolwork. I was so engrossed in doing up a mind map for chemistry that roll call totally slipped my mind, and as a result I missed roll call for the third time. The second time I missed roll call, you can say that it was simply all down to negligence. It was the night of the school concert, and I was one of the photographers on duty. A few other friends and I, thinking that since there was quite a lot of others who did not apply for late return, did not as well; reason being we would probably be let off the hook since a lot of people would miss roll call as well. These 2 roll calls were missed in the span of 2 days. So you can say that the 2^nd time was quite a painful one. But missing the third one really left me with a sense of injustice.

Ever since I missed roll call for the first time, I set a ‘roll call’ alarm, determined not to miss roll call again; or face the inconvenience of having to do up a reflection and a poster, or possibly even worse, endure the agony of hourly report. It worked quite brilliantly, as sometimes roll call had yet again totally slipped my mind, but then the alarm was there to save me. But during the march holidays, since I was back at home, I disabled the alarm, and when I returned after the holidays, I forgot to activate the alarm. But up until the third time I missed roll call (which was last Wednesday), I had not forgotten to do roll call. After missing roll call for the third time, it served as a wakeup call, and I returned to using the alarm, to serve as a memory aide. Hostel grants us the privilege of freedom, more freedom than we’re probably used to at home. But with freedom, comes responsibility, these two are like a ‘package’. Neglect that responsibility, and pay the costly consequences that is the loss of your freedom. The responsibility that is to account for ourselves when called upon to. That is what roll call does. The hostel has to account for our safety which includes our whereabouts, thus it is imperative that we do roll call. It is our responsibility. Neglect that responsibility, and poof goes our freedom.

For my poster, I have decided to use Nike® ’s slogan, “Just do it.”. Roll call isn’t that difficult to do, and what’s more, we’re NUS High students, part of the top 10% of students in Singapore. So doing roll call is certainly anything but an insoluble conundrum for us. So, just do it. That is all I have to say.    

The end.

There. Off I go now. Need to stock up on hard,solid facts for my presentation tomorrow.

The calamity of Mikhail Khodorkovsky

Some russian guy.whom I'm doing a bit of research on for the sake of my english presentation.

gosh,it really is driving me crazy.

i fell asleep like from 7 to 9 just now.urgh.and gamed for like AN HOUR.

just kill me already.I'm a guy with no self control.CURSE YOU FIFA.

and an hour later i've only like made 2 more slides.

now my legs are on the table.and i'm getting sidetracked.

grrr.need to get back on my presentation.if i concentrate,it shouldn't be a problem.

BYEEE

For He Lives Again.

哥林多前书15：3-4

“我当日所领受又传给你们的，第一，就是基督照圣经所说，为我们的罪死了；而且埋葬了；又照圣经所说，第三天复活了；”

Easter is not about easter bunnies, easter eggs, or chocolate bunnies. Have you ever thought about what Easter really was about, what it really represented?

productivity?don't make me laugh.

just finished 'consolidating' an article.i keep getting ^#$@%&#%$^%#$^$ sidetracked.

now i have to think about what i want to present.like an argumentative essay?or like a critique?grrrr.

i hate this.half wasted this day.i hate myself.-.-

and i kept eating today.ate sausages in the morning,porridge too,and some chicken wings(I'm not proud of that),菜饭 and some soup for lunch,a packet of duck rice,and when i came back,i had to finish this pot of porridge(which i added a few eggs to for flavor) and fishcake.

yes,i really have to watch what i eat...><

have to lose some more weight,I'm still a little fat(understatement lolol).

right.got to at least get 40% of the presentation done by today.see ya.

back.

fretting over the english current affairs presentation right now.and the article's like a lullaby.the boring aura that seems to emanate from the article is casting its influence over me.oh gosh.

right.got to go.hopefully i won't doze off...