So,just finished watching every singaporean son-the making of an officer.

and so I say, bring it on, NS. Just give me that chance.

Well,maybe I thought there was something real. The start of something new. But I held off,thinking it was too soon.

OCS!

I'm quite sick of doing stats now -.-

I am 100% confident that I'm not confident at all for stats.Sigh.It's like,I've been doing practice questions, but I still feel unprepared.

^"7 Thou shalt not take the name of the Lord thy God in vain; for the Lord will not hold him guiltless that taketh his name in vain."
-Exodus 20:7, the 3rd commandment.

In other words, do not misuse God's name, or ANY other of his names (e.g. Jesus Christ). Well, this is for you all to decide, you could just ignore this warning and write me off as some radical religious fool. The choice's yours. :)

Damn,can't help but feel quite hyped up for NS...lol.

Roughly 10 to 13 more months till enlistment. It's coming, better start running more haha.

I'm really really nervous for the test and quiz tomorrow.Whether I can get an A for this module depends on my performance tomorrow!

I think I'm gonna ask my mum whether I can have a go at learning to play the piano again.

Well,that practical circuitry module's probably what screwed me over.

When I projected the gpas I needed this year in order to scrap a distinction, I found that it was impossible to get a gpa of 5.7 in the 2nd sem. I was, of course, devastated. I was quite sad for a while, silently berating myself for not putting in more effort in my earlier years. But, it's no use mulling over the inevitable, what's done is already done. It's my fault for not concentrating on my studies, I have to bear the consequences. What matters is that I don't repeat this in university. For now, all I can do is to make the best out of the last few months I have left in this school. That is all.

What ifs

I look back at this short 17 years in my life thus far,and there are already plenty of "what if"s. If I could go back in time to fix this "what if"s, I would. But life's not about looking back over my shoulder all the time. It's about pressing forward and cherishing the things around me now, making the most of chances. Though admittedly this is easier said than done.

Can't help but feel that I've somehow wasted my youth.

This is so sweet I could get diabetes from just watching this. Which I've done so for like a million times.



and this.



cutest disney couple ever.

Perhaps the greatest regret in my life thus far-was giving up on piano...I hate you for doing that,me.GRRR.If I could I'd go back in time to knock some sense into you.

My dear 15 years old sister,

Please fix this rotten attitude problem of yours, before we all lose patience with you. If you're that dense not to have noticed that this attitude problem is annoying (frankly this is just an understatement) to others, I have nothing to say to you. Nothing. If you don't learn to respect others, how can others respect you? I mean, this is common sense, right? Forgive me if it seems like a rather complex concept to grasp.