A brief moment of insanity.

eating pasta at 11+.that's insanity.=.=. but ok la,no sauce,no nothing,just pasta plain.

watching tv now.feeling so tired.think i'll go do pushups then go sleep later.

i really hope i can get uk sep next year,ji and leon alr said they'll apply for it also :3

hehehes^^so tired right now,can't even think straight.

i became a model at kampong buangkok today,don't ask me why.

i screwed up.firstly,at group photo taking;

secondly,not bringing a cam to a PHOTOGRAPHY field trip.

yeap.how fail am I.i need to get a grip of myself lol,not very disciplined nowadays in hostel.

shucks xD

wondering whether i should play soccer this sunday~~~my ankle's still a bit susceptible at times.you tell me leh?

i gotta go now,it's pretty late.

nights:D

waiting.

waiting for the moment when it all happens.or when it all falls apart.

oh well.-shrugs-

the british are here!!!!rejoice!!!:DDD

OH YEA.

*punches myself for not applying for sep*

cow.i for sure want to go uk next yr.

problem is,who to go with me? D:

dang.so---

ARGH PANTS GETS PULLED DOWN IOGUUSIVPIUGSDYEIUFBFDVSJ

right.so who to go with?

i'm to anybody,so long as:
a)you're not a douchebag
b)you're nice
c)you're neither hardik nor hema.(i don't think i can stand being with these 2 for that long)
d)you're one of my good friends.

ya,ya i know,it's not cheap,it's $2,700...but it's UK!!!and it's CORNWALL!

FOOTBALL FTW!!!xDDD

yeap.

urgh.my hind quarters feels so intruded upon.

okay,too much info.trollolol

let's go to UK yea!!!

heehee.

right.i'm slacking off right now.gah.even though there's phy ica tmr.

apparently you shouldn't bother studying for it.

YA IT'S THAT EASY HARD./o\

and going gym again tmr.\o/

somewhat looking forward to cluster outing on thurs too^^ \o/

feeling so sian now.i should probably go do english journal.

it's what bo liao ppl do.it's a piece of crap cow.

i have no idea what you guys want to read/see on my blog.so please,do give suggestions.i'll try to the best of my abilities to fulfill all your requests.

no outrageous ones,please.like,post a photo of you half naked.


Okies.MUST DO HOR.

BYEEEEEE~~~see ya!:DDD
                                           

Watch this.

yes,watch this.more of jason chen's awesomeness.




Off to sleep now.take care,you guys.

see ya~

i wish you could see who i really am.see that I am the one.

talking to the moon

it's a nice song.really,it is.

anywhos,this week has been a very weird week.i don't even know what's happening half the time.the most high period of this week was when keefe(i think) loke praised me.yup,a PE TEACHER praised me.that doesn't happen at all.it didn't so far up until this thurs.

so.basically i ran 13 rounds in PE,9 of which in 20 mins.heehee^^

and i exceeded his expectations.awesome!!!HAHAHAs:DDD

chem assignment,screwed up;chem quiz,screwed up;eng SA,most definitely did screw up.

xD

i think dewey thinks that i'm a slackish guy.=.=

oh gosh.i hope i handed in my prelab in time,dewey said 2/3 pm,and i handed in at 3.20 =.="

fudge cake.

i really hope he hasn't went home by then.

oh gosh.

I still feel like I'm a douchebag.

and that I'm annoying like *&%&^$%#&& like that.

why do I beat up myself so often?

dang.

I don't know how i should feel,actually.I'm quite...dazed.

o.o

i don't know what else to say,but i'll just leave you guys with this: You're special,just the way you are.


see ya~

what was i thinking?

what was i thinking,posting that post earlier on?

giving up so early,is that it?

maybe?or is it too early to tell...

oh gosh.i don't know what's going on,actually.

i don't even talk to her.she must think that i hate her or something.

friends first.then whatever that follows,is up to God.

whoever's gonna be my partner for life,He has already decided.

I'm just gonna have to be patient.and wait for that moment.

for now,I'll just concentrate on making friends first.and building friendships that last.

and not be distracted by anyone or anything else.

pfft.hormones.they give you that moment of impulsiveness.

one of the many downs of being a teenager.

well,gotta go.i shan't give up.I'm just gonna wait.Wait to see if she is the one.then only will i respect God's will.

see ya~

what to do,oh what do do?

it's obvious that someone else has caught her attention.

so what to do?strangely i don't feel gutted upon learning that.

i don't even feel sad.

should i let go?or should i fight?

Maybe this is 'necessary'?

i don't know.

they all say,if you truly love someone then you will willingly let go of her(in my case).

Do I?

Maybe this is one of the crossroads of my life.

Maybe.

Don't get me wrong,I'm not devastated or something like that.just...strangely normal ._.

So,what is really the problem here? :/

I can't say.I can't assume/presume anything.

maybe i should...

i'm sorry,ji...you helped me so much...but i may very well let this go><

but i still appreciate your help.really,I do.

true feelings

are they really my true feelings?

it seems that my true feelings only show when i'm under great emotional distress.