not really...

it seems that I've became a blithering blubbering clumsy idiot.that's my own judgment,not anyone's.

hmph.go figure.

hunching.

I played a hunch.

There was no way that this was going to work.

faults

i promise i'll do a proper blog post soon.

sleepy.so shall go sleep.

been pigging out alot this few days.

Esctacy

Still buzzing with excitement.

All I want to say is,

CHELSEA,PLEASE KEEP DIDIER!!!

pretentious old sod.

I can be one sometimes.Which disgusts me,frankly speaking.

on the other hand,the visit to OCS today has really been an eye opener and quite enriching.Now I'm more determined than ever to make the most of my time in NS.:)

And apparently commando is the most big ass vocation ever.it commands respect.big time. 

Yeap,my dad was respected back then in the days.hehe:D

signing off here.see ya.

pool?really?that's all you all can think of?

I wonder what's with this pool-fever. I hate pool. It's a game for the unruly. And no matter what you say, even about it being an international competition, and people having to wear special white gloves to handle the ball because their skins on their hands are so delicate that it instantly decimates the skin. That's what I think it is. That what I know it is.

So take it or leave it. This is who I am.

Pool sucks.

boomz.

bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.

and tired.maybe i'll go sleep.

unacceptable

Unacceptable.totally unacceptable.

You win this round.

But mark my words,and believe me when I say this. This defeat may have brought me down to my knees, but I will rise up stronger and crush you like the insignificant puny insect that you are the next time we meet.





Mark.my.words.







P.S. Please do note that I am not referring to anyone in general here.

.

Can't seem to shake off this feeling.

I keep trying to reassure myself,but I still can't help but feel this way.

Is this what helplessness feels like?

Untitled

I paid a 150 bucks just so I could study more.Oh joy.

How screwed up can this world possibly get.

Right.

Dear Future Me,

NEVER EVER EVER TAKE AP.well unless it's chem,then...maybe.

but still.NO AP.

With love,

Present/Past me.

I'm going crazy.

what...

...kind of person am I.

I don't think I even thought through it before posting that post.Not that I'm taking it back,no.

But that I should have been somewhat more discreet.I don't mean to invade,to intrude.Or to announce to the world. No.

Yes,maybe that's just it.I suck at reading situations and people,and end up screwing things up.

grrr.

dang it.

&^%$@&#^%@%# I CAN'T THINK MATH NOW.SCREW YOU AP

damn.

it's amazing how there's this major exam coming up this wednesday and it costs 140 something freaking bucks to take....AND I DON'T TO GIVE A SHIT ABOUT IT.GO DIE,AP.

Are you okay?

I may not understand,but I'm willing to listen. I don't mean to intrude on anything. I wouldn't dream of it.

Friends can be that pillar of support(that sounded a little weird) which you can call upon anytime, anywhere.

We're not that close, but I'll try.

:)

 

And here's a cover of that song,amazing.the song,i mean.


  

that's all i want to share with y'all for now.see ya.