the weekend

...has been emotionally tumultuous.no kidding,heh.

chinese A's tmr.Hopefully I can pull through.

see ya~

(Hope chelsea win over man utd tonight!)

Stuck in an emotion limbo

That's what I am now. I don't know how, what to feel.

Those tears that I shed, they were more of borne from a certain feeling of helplessness more than from sadness.

Pneumonia took away one of my loved ones. 

But you'll always live on in my heart, Grandma. 

Don't.Just don't.

Don't try to be so gungho,and think you want to challenge me.

Challenge me, what for? You would only end up embarrassing yourself. It's so painfully obvious.

I don't intend to do anything. Don't think you know exactly how I feel, trying to coerce from me what I feel.

Because someone like you can never understand someone like me.

well, now that that's done, look at this.

protein. For gym-ing. ( Just drank it, doesn't exactly taste good =.=)

I'm not aiming to be some sort of bodybuilder or something, this is just to make training a whole lot more effective and efficient :)

I was eating a cucumber just now. The freshness and crunchiness combined, followed by that little bittersweet aftertaste, is just pure goodness.

That's the stuff. Nothing makes my day like a healthy snack.

I'm not a nasty person, who attacks others online. This is just something I have been wanting to say, and keeping it in is really giving me a hard time. I'm complicated, that's all.

*Do note that this has nothing to do with script checking.

nightmares

Had a nightmare while taking a nap just now=.=

I suspect it's because I was too restless, even though I was super deadbeat from gym then soccer under a hot, hot sun this afternoon. Plus I was doing squats (and deadlifts) in the gym, so soccer/football after that probably killed my legs.

On the bright side, I can manage at least 60 kilos for bench, squats and deadlifts (well, I still struggle a bit for this) now.

Back to my nightmare. Oh right, it could also be due to me gulping down like 1 litre plus of sports drink...I was feeling quite bloated =.= Somehow, my nightmares are the same almost every time. It's hard to describe here, but I could still feel the after effects of the nightmare after waking up. I remember groggily walking to the pantry  for no apparent reason at all.

After that, I somehow decided to go to Ian (Foo)'s room where he showed me pictures of ponies which I couldn't really see clearly considering the fact that I wasn't wearing my specs.

sigh~

that special

someone who would like me for who I am, the whole complete uncut package, regardless of the many flaws I have.

well,this is other than the 5 qualities I listed on the rooftop garden of j-cube

I should never have watched this anime...it's scary.Satanic,even.

There's no such thing as a fairy tale

Screwed up anime...the guy confesses to the girl the day after having lunch together for the first time, to which she 'gave her okay'...and they're set up by another girl who's also interested in the guy...who then kissed the guy.

this is really really messed up =.=


=.="

A little more love in the world won't hurt.

well, maybe it might.

When all seems lost, there is only one answer. The greatest gift of all. Do you accept it? Its always been at the doorsteps to your heart. The gift of salvation.

wondering

I feel like sleeping,but all I can think of now is...how will this work out?

hate this

the nus module application's due next monday and the printer decides to breakdown.great.-.-

epic fail

had choir item presentation early this morning in church to my fellow chinese congregation-ers, and only after the whole thing ended, did I realise that I was standing slanted to my right.

urgh, so embarrassing. *facepalm*



yes,that's a facepalm.

El español es fresco

Sí, he de reconocer que el lenguaje es bastante impresionante. Los españoles aún tienen una palabra para impresionante. IMPRESIONANTE!

Por lo tanto, hoy me sucedió en medio asalto de la química (or Por lo tanto, hoy me sucedió en medio estudiando química.) . Pasamos la mitad del tiempo (bueno, tal vez eso es un poco exagerado) de comer.

(Que realmente debe tratar de recoger algunos españoles después de los exámenes)

Planificación para despertar mañana por la mañana temprano para hacer ejercicio, y obtener mis jugos cerebrales que fluye.

Muy bien. Voy a dejar que ustedes traducir lo que acabo de decir. Adiós y buenas noches!

Oh man using google translate to translate all this screws up the grammar. oh well.