what a show

I'm currently hooked on this awesome show...

真爱找麻烦！

heehee

I

Hereby declare 23rd December 2012 to be the darkest day in the history of Jordan Png. But hopefully there'll be a kind soul to lift me out of my sorrow.

Please. It really means the world to me.Take the money for all I care, but please return it to me.

Sorry if I can't reply to any of your messages right now,I'm in malaysia...and I have no autoroaming, so I can't receive any. Should be coming back this saturday.

my birthday is being ruined by arp, thanks NUSH, for this WONDERFUL birthday present.

Oh,look.

It's 21/12/12. I'm so scared. Pffft.

Well, I'm off to bed. nites. Pretty sure the Earth will still be intact when I wake up 8 hours later. Or maybe the entire worldwide supply of marshmallows will magically disappear. Well, who knows? God knows, for sure. And the end of the world definitely isn't coming later today.

Stupid arp

Getting really sick and tired of this *^Y&(*^7$&$#*&(^^#*T#&^2573 project. It's driving me insane, it's really stressing me out. Everytime I think about it, it feels like the world is ending. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad if the world ended.

 My mentor isn't much help(understatement), the IT department is taking their own sweet time to reply to our request, and I have to finish all lab work by this week.

curse you, NUS. to the depths of hell.

She thinks it's so easy to...ARGH,of course it's easy for you la,you got phd leh. wts. WHY does nushs have to have this arp thing. I'm not even interested in research work in the future. NOT ONE BIT. I'D RATHER SET MYSELF ON FIRE AND FLING MYSELF OFF THE EIFFEL TOWER.

Moment of truth

Well, it's official. Gym-ing has destroyed my endurance. Like big time. My 2.4 timing has deproved by 2 minutes. That's not anywhere near OCS standards. Like millions gazillions of miles away from the bare minimum. Damn. I tried running 5 km yesterday, and ended up running 2.5, then walked 1 km, then ran another 1.5km, and I really felt like crap in the last few hundred metres. I have another year and about 2-3 months to get my act together. And like 4 more months (well less than 4 months) to improve my 2.4 by 3 minutes. Heh. Talk about one heck of a task.

I'm back!

And awake at this hour in the holidays again. After like waking up at 5 something in the past 2 days. I was so worn out that after reaching home, doing laundry and ironing that I ended up watching tv and then crashing for 2 hours. Slightly more than 2 hours, but still around 2 hours. I must have gotten fat with all that buffet lunches and dinner. I was expecting army-ish grub!-.- But at the end of this 3-day 'internship camp', which I will blog about soon, I'm seriously considering applying for SAFOS and a military career in the navy. Of course, all these would bank on my yr 6 results (so I reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally have to buck up), and my ability to get into OCS(I'm really hoping I do, but that'll all depend on my performance in BMT, and whether I'm suited for a leadership position, which, I'm sure many of you would agree, isn't my cup of tea. But maybe if I try very hard...who knows? Well only God knows.) Bye~off to the gym then arp T.T

Picture this

Let's say, hypothetically speaking, supervillains existed in this world. What would you do?

look at this lol

Mornin'

There's nothing like having a relaxed, laidback breakfast; 4 pieces of lightly toasted Breadtalk wholemeal bread, then spreading french strawberry jam and reduced fat peanut butter over them, finally finished off with a side of vanilla-flavored protein shake.

"I love my muscles so much that I protect them with a layer of fats"

Might be my case.Spare tire.

Gym + ARP successively is not a good idea. I kept dozing off during the SEM analysis. And also arp ended alot later then usual, we ended at 6+.

Then came back home, squeezed with alot of ppl who had just knocked off only, and cooked myself quite a spread for dinner (well as compared to the past few days), but in my defense, there were lots of leftovers in the fridge I had to 'take care of '. After dinner, I finally took down that magnum bar I had in the freezer and ate it.

Yea. I ate it.

All that chocolate-y, vanilla-y creamy and almond-y goodness in one single bar. But all that's fats too xD

Haiz, it's too good to be true. Wish that I can eat lots of food without getting fat.

Waiting for leftover meat in the freezer to defrost now,so that I can marinade it and cook it straight away after coming back from gym; I think I'm gonna sear it.

Oh, and I'm gonna be stuck in army barracks (well not entirely) from next monday to wednesday.

Plus I'm open to anyone who wants to ka-cheow me tomorrow afternoon. You might get a treat, but don't get your hopes too high up, I don't want to tear a large hole in my wallet :P

Not thinking straight.

Heh,apologies...I definitely started spouting nonsense towards the end last night...

I feel

like a little dinghy going up against strong currents.

haha

I must admit,I was feeling quite messed up on monday.but well,that's more or less in the past now.

Anyways,somehow,both pradeep and jiamin cancelled on me in the morning (to go gym-ing), meaning I would not have to travel all the way to clementi, which meant that I have to squeeze in with working clothes-clad adults clad in my gym clothes in the mrt,which I must admit was quite a refreshing experience,not having to squeeze in the morning train for the past year or so. And so, I just walked to the gym at cck, and gyming alone for the first time gave me a little butterflies in my tummy.

After my workout, I felt immensely satisfied with myself. I managed to gym alone! Yay! Although gym-ing alone meant that you did not have someone beside you to correct your form; I think my deadlift technique was a little shoddy as I increased the weights, I was also using my quads to lift. Dang.

After that, went to ntuc to buy stuff, finally bought some peanut butter, so I can eat pbj sandwich! Reaching home, showered, cooked lunch, ate lunch, tidied the kitchen up, then spend the rest of the time downloading and watching btr/ hawaii five-o. Cooked dinner at like 7/8-ish, some weird dish consisting of onions,minced pork,egg and leftover rice.

Brown the onion, then mix the pork and eggs in, and finish it off by dumping the rice in. And mix it all up. Top it up with one whole japanese cucumber. It's anything but gourmet,the presentation was shoddy too, I didn't really care anyway. At least it filled my stomach.

My social life is dying. These few days, if not for gym, arp or grocery shopping, I'd just be stuck at home. Even if I were to go out somewhere to 'walk-walk', I still wouldn't know what to do. Sigh. Really bored to death, if not for my collection american drama series. No one to find to go out with too.

Well, I'm off to...slack. Well, that's all I can do now. What a sad, sad life. That's how being home alone feels.

Cover girl

It's quite a nice song. Sung by one of my favorite bands. Enjoy.

Cravings

Weirdly, right now,I'm craving for ice cream and there's one more bar of magnum lying in my freezer.

I'm starting to think

...that life isn't so peachy after all.

Well...maybe it's quite obvious, after all,not everything in life goes the way you want it to go. And it happened again. Or at least it's starting to happen again.

Just like last year. I always manage to end up in situations like this, for some unknown, unfathomable reason. Should just stop caring. Haha. Maybe that's what I should do. I just don't want to care anymore. Well, I'm off to shower, then go out and buy some soup. Been rotting away the whole day at home.

well...

so I'll be home alone for 13 days lol.yeap.

one more thing

The bbq, if you're interested in going, is on 13th Dec. The whole thing starts at 7pm I think.

I forgot to mention this.

(To others: this has nothing to do with 9th Dec)

brainwave

Whilst walking home just now,I came up with a brilliant plan to expand my social network in church. It's nearly been a year since I came to this church,but my relationship with the youths over there have only slightly improved. So, what's better than organising an outing during the holidays, during which, we can just hang out, mingle and socialise, thus we can all warm up to each other! Well technically I'm the oldest among all of the youths that will potentially be going, they're around 16 and below. I think right now I'm the tall, quiet guy who walks around randomly during break time. I hope that they'll agree to this idea, so that I can get to know more new friends and know more about the friends I currently have.:)

It puzzles me

how I manage to get myself into sticky situations time and time again...

the fizziness of emotions

warm,fuzzy feelings bubbling away within the deep recesses of my soul...time for a snack?

so...rejected

looks like I got rejected. by nus. lolol. I'm not really bummed out by this, just a little disappointed.

Without that module hanging over my head next sem seems less...packed. Although I'm sure research congress will prove to be such a pain. and I even forgot that I had an SEM slot booked for arp today. -.-

and ssef, maybe. If I manage to get through, that is.

now what.no arp this week-.-. wonderful.

Sigh.

jetting off(in a car) again

I'm off to malaysia again...if anything,just contact me through email or fb.

Well,I doubt anyone would be looking for me.

Decisions

Far too often the decisions I make often come back to haunt me.

I should have just went to another branch to get the one with the cellular network version.damn.I really feel like a blur cow now.sigh.

If english was a person,he'd be in ICU by now.

Yeap.English,my nemesis.Oh,how I long to omit you from my progress report.If I could,I'd be 0.4 happier.

Hmph.

Oh well,I guess I have one more year left in nushs to screw up english.

Anyways,no more hostel!While I admit it has been fun,but the packing up and checking out is....ARGHH.

But then,the worst part is unpacking all those things I've brought back home.I took an hour just to unpack=.=

Never want to do this again.

Also,I spent like more than half the day running on super low fuel,at the gym and ptm.I had no breakfast,and could only take my lunch after ptm ended,which was like 3.30pm.Lol.Funny thing is,I didn't even feel that hungry.Yay,my body's screwed.

Oh,and I just found out that Mr.Loo fb msg-ed me yesterday.Which is...weird?(I'm conversing with him on fb msg right now,I feel so weird._.)

Okay,time to go relax~

Right,Mr.Loo just said np,he also said haha,and he said hey man too.This is a rather new experience for me._.

Don't think I'm getting anywhere with this

I just think that I'm stagnating. It's frustrating,yes...but I'll just have to wait.

Also,I feel like stabbing myself with an eraser.

Words

I've never been good with them. It's always been a problem. I always seem to fumble around with them, and frankly, it really leaves me at a loss for them.

It's some sort of mental block or something, that I have never been able to clearly express myself with them. Be it verbally, or well, written or typed, I always seem to send the wrong message to the person on the receiving end. In verbal presentations, essays, or even day-to-day conversations, I always seem to struggle with them. Words, they just never seem to work out for me. Under pressure, I find myself having difficulty expressing myself, and I just start fumbling over words. Half-formed words just spill out, really, that is just plain embarrassing.

On the outside you see a big guy, but on the inside it has always been a little guy. Confidence is one thing that  I have always been lacking. But I'm sure many have been able to figure that out. I want to be a confident, strong-willed person. Believe me, I want to. But I just don't know how to. Try speaking out more? Well, sometimes I speak out at the wrong time, I try to be funny, but end up making a complete fool of myself Which is just so silly.

All along I have accepted the fact that well, I'm born different. With a lower jaw that juts out, I was born this way. But then again what I am really feeling, is that this jaw is like a curse. I know, God made me this way, I should accept it. But it just makes me feel different. All this while I was just comforting myself, thinking, "This is just how and who I am." While at the same time, on the inside, I'm thinking "Why can't I just be normal, like everyone else?" I must admit that this sounds quite shallow. I'm overly concerned with a superficial feature of myself which can be corrected through surgery. What about others, who have other hereditary conditions, which is irreversible, at least with current technology? What about their feelings? I have no right at all to complain. No right.

I don't know what led me to say/type out all these stuff. I've never really thought about all this feelings, that is,   after I watched that spiderman movie. Not that the movie prompted me to start thinking about all these things, buried deep within the inner recesses of my mind.

I just needed to vent, I guess.

Growing up

It can be painful.I realised that while talking to my mum this afternoon. It pains me knowing that I can do nothing much(well,almost nothing) to help her get through all this.

It's part of life,still,just like how we always say that 生命是短暂的.

I don't know what the future holds for me.I really don't.So it's just a matter of taking life one step at a time.

Hold those who are dear to you close to you,and treasure them. You never know what are God's plans, after all.

What he says isn't really the truth.hmph.

shan't care much about it.doesn't concern me much anyway.

So far

...after the exams seems like nothing to do leh. Except arp-.-

the weekend

...has been emotionally tumultuous.no kidding,heh.

chinese A's tmr.Hopefully I can pull through.

see ya~

(Hope chelsea win over man utd tonight!)

Stuck in an emotion limbo

That's what I am now. I don't know how, what to feel.

Those tears that I shed, they were more of borne from a certain feeling of helplessness more than from sadness.

Pneumonia took away one of my loved ones. 

But you'll always live on in my heart, Grandma. 

Don't.Just don't.

Don't try to be so gungho,and think you want to challenge me.

Challenge me, what for? You would only end up embarrassing yourself. It's so painfully obvious.

I don't intend to do anything. Don't think you know exactly how I feel, trying to coerce from me what I feel.

Because someone like you can never understand someone like me.

well, now that that's done, look at this.

protein. For gym-ing. ( Just drank it, doesn't exactly taste good =.=)

I'm not aiming to be some sort of bodybuilder or something, this is just to make training a whole lot more effective and efficient :)

I was eating a cucumber just now. The freshness and crunchiness combined, followed by that little bittersweet aftertaste, is just pure goodness.

That's the stuff. Nothing makes my day like a healthy snack.

I'm not a nasty person, who attacks others online. This is just something I have been wanting to say, and keeping it in is really giving me a hard time. I'm complicated, that's all.

*Do note that this has nothing to do with script checking.

nightmares

Had a nightmare while taking a nap just now=.=

I suspect it's because I was too restless, even though I was super deadbeat from gym then soccer under a hot, hot sun this afternoon. Plus I was doing squats (and deadlifts) in the gym, so soccer/football after that probably killed my legs.

On the bright side, I can manage at least 60 kilos for bench, squats and deadlifts (well, I still struggle a bit for this) now.

Back to my nightmare. Oh right, it could also be due to me gulping down like 1 litre plus of sports drink...I was feeling quite bloated =.= Somehow, my nightmares are the same almost every time. It's hard to describe here, but I could still feel the after effects of the nightmare after waking up. I remember groggily walking to the pantry  for no apparent reason at all.

After that, I somehow decided to go to Ian (Foo)'s room where he showed me pictures of ponies which I couldn't really see clearly considering the fact that I wasn't wearing my specs.

sigh~

that special

someone who would like me for who I am, the whole complete uncut package, regardless of the many flaws I have.

well,this is other than the 5 qualities I listed on the rooftop garden of j-cube

I should never have watched this anime...it's scary.Satanic,even.

There's no such thing as a fairy tale

Screwed up anime...the guy confesses to the girl the day after having lunch together for the first time, to which she 'gave her okay'...and they're set up by another girl who's also interested in the guy...who then kissed the guy.

this is really really messed up =.=


=.="

A little more love in the world won't hurt.

well, maybe it might.

When all seems lost, there is only one answer. The greatest gift of all. Do you accept it? Its always been at the doorsteps to your heart. The gift of salvation.

wondering

I feel like sleeping,but all I can think of now is...how will this work out?

hate this

the nus module application's due next monday and the printer decides to breakdown.great.-.-

epic fail

had choir item presentation early this morning in church to my fellow chinese congregation-ers, and only after the whole thing ended, did I realise that I was standing slanted to my right.

urgh, so embarrassing. *facepalm*



yes,that's a facepalm.

El español es fresco

Sí, he de reconocer que el lenguaje es bastante impresionante. Los españoles aún tienen una palabra para impresionante. IMPRESIONANTE!

Por lo tanto, hoy me sucedió en medio asalto de la química (or Por lo tanto, hoy me sucedió en medio estudiando química.) . Pasamos la mitad del tiempo (bueno, tal vez eso es un poco exagerado) de comer.

(Que realmente debe tratar de recoger algunos españoles después de los exámenes)

Planificación para despertar mañana por la mañana temprano para hacer ejercicio, y obtener mis jugos cerebrales que fluye.

Muy bien. Voy a dejar que ustedes traducir lo que acabo de decir. Adiós y buenas noches!

Oh man using google translate to translate all this screws up the grammar. oh well.

beards.

Came across this pretty awesome singer, pretty underrated though only 21k+ watches(you know what I mean).

But what's slightly disturbing is the fact that you have a bearded man singing (so well) in a purple tee to you.No offense meant regarding the beard, is it a religious symbol or something?

right.here's the song. 

been studying math all day,albeit my efficiency went down at times throughout the day.

8th October-the day it all ends,but the new beginning of ARP madness.

English sucks

the exams are just around the corner.yeap.

watching people play career mode with chelsea on fifa 13 is frustrating.they just do not know how to utilise the squad. I would just go for falcao and fellaini,maybe. and put oscar and moses on my bench.okay,maybe oscar over mikel.and i also saw some dude sell mata to man city.fool.

it's just complicated-ish.not really,but maybe.

soon,exams will be all over.and I can start on my arp,hopefully finish by december,and take a good long rest.

then it's my last year.haha.feels so...surreal.just 4 years ago,i was this small round guy walking around taking my studies seriously.

And i think next year will pass just as fast. The only thing I'm really worried about is soccer. It has been a constant source of pain throughout this semester. I suck so much, yet I can't find the time(even though I may seem very free) to practice or train myself. If coach plays me in a friendly, I might just embarrass myself in front of the school.Although my last bit of competitive action was like 7 months ago,coming on as a substitute for a 10 minute cameo as a central midfielder,which I feel did decently.I do feel fitter now,but my agility and ball skills are just as crap as ever.that's why the period after exams is extremely crucial for me to train up and get into coach's and my teammates' good books.

oh well.time to go sleep.i think.

English is screwed up in so many ways that I can't express it in proper words.

complicated

spent 30 mins trying to wrap my mum's present.and I half succeeded.looks somewhat okay.but then again,I spent 30 mins trying to wrap ONE present.I suck at gift wrapping,haha.

tried to get tips from youtube,but ended up wrapping all by myself.

lol.this two days have been super non-productive.the only thing I managed to do was to study chem hons chapter 6 up till mixed aldol addition.

and I'm like an hour and 10 mins away from leaving for my mum's birthday dinner.And that's discounting the time I need to write my mum's birthday card,packing for hostel,*trying* to do some work(which will probably amount to nothing) Lol I'm screwed.

And ate quite alot of carbs this weekend,but didn't engage in any physical activity at all.I'm really screwed.

Shirt and Pants

Just finished writing the wedding card for my to-be-wedded friends. Seems a bit messy,but I hope they can 'feel' the heart that I put into writing the card!:P

only offered 1 bible verse though.I thought of putting in another one, but was afraid of making it look to...cluttered.

><

on the other hand,I get to wear shirt and pants tomorrow!so excited! hehe

Going back

Going back to hostel tonight.don't know why but the idea just feels so alien-ish.

I've grown sick of hostel,actually.

Granted,it's convenient,it may be fun(sometimes only),and yes,there's freedom...

but it's not just home.

It can't ever replace home.it just doesn't have that comfort, warmth and familiarity to it.

The holidays,it's come at a right time.And it's made me realise that home, no matter what, is still home.

Nothing can ever take its place.nothing.and I find the freedom that comes with hostel just too alien-ish.

Grow up, this is life or this is reality, you may say to me. Well, you can say all you want.

I'm just grown sick of hostel. 

Yes, I know that NS will be like this, with even less freedom. So be it. I don't care, really. NS is unavoidable, really, you just have to take it and accept it as a free, 2 year, training course. Half of me is already welcoming it,in fact.

Madeleine McCann

The pain Madeleine's parents has felt for the past 5 years...none can ever be compared with it.

This sweet little girl,Madeleine,was kidnapped 5 years ago in Portugal during the McCann's vacation there.

Read up on it.I insist. Just wiki Madeleine McCann. Or google the name.

Nothing more I can say.

mis

while I may seem more reserved and more distant,I'm still the same guy. But it's just that I can't be like how I was last semester.

Frankly, I'm disgusted and ashamed by how worldly I was.

It's not you guys-it's just me, and me alone. 


Yes, I may have went overboard this week, but only because I was feeling pretty uptight.

And I apologize for that, Pin.

It's nothing about you people. It's just me.

Which is why my reactions are pretty exaggerated.

I can never be the person I was last semester. never.


I just can't afford to slip-up again.

It's just the truth. Take it, or leave it.

Keep faith

And stay strong. I'll keep you in my prayers.

May the Lord protect you.

i should get out more.

and yet i really should DO MY WORK.heh.

I'm really a lazy ass.-.-

talking dogs

okay,spy kids 4 is officially the most ridiculous movie i have ever watched.

and I'm not even half way through the movie.

But bear in mind that this doesn't mean ridiculous=bad.

damn

the superhero doesn't get the girl again.

grrrr...

urgh

since when did spiderman become a romantic-ish series?

urgh.it's making me feeling all gooey over LOL

i wouldn't give it up for anything in the world

I would love to help out this december.

bored.to death.

wasting away here in my malaysia 'vacation house'.bored.bored.bored.

keep getting distracted from my arp 'pre-research research'.lol.

and my eng proj is so screwed lol,i think the darn msn messenger doesn't let me send out invitations.

shopping trip tomorrow. then church camp next week(yay).at kuantan.that's like 235 km(that's like a 2+ hrs drive...well,maybe 3) from my place at kajang(that's in KL,fyi).

and can't get myself to study for Chinese A-level oral.i really ought to slap myself for that.

darn it.plus tonight got no interesting games.i want to watch the Dutch's and the Spaniards' games.I predict another final between them.

someone throw me a lifeline please lol.

not really...

it seems that I've became a blithering blubbering clumsy idiot.that's my own judgment,not anyone's.

hmph.go figure.

hunching.

I played a hunch.

There was no way that this was going to work.

faults

i promise i'll do a proper blog post soon.

sleepy.so shall go sleep.

been pigging out alot this few days.

Esctacy

Still buzzing with excitement.

All I want to say is,

CHELSEA,PLEASE KEEP DIDIER!!!

pretentious old sod.

I can be one sometimes.Which disgusts me,frankly speaking.

on the other hand,the visit to OCS today has really been an eye opener and quite enriching.Now I'm more determined than ever to make the most of my time in NS.:)

And apparently commando is the most big ass vocation ever.it commands respect.big time. 

Yeap,my dad was respected back then in the days.hehe:D

signing off here.see ya.

pool?really?that's all you all can think of?

I wonder what's with this pool-fever. I hate pool. It's a game for the unruly. And no matter what you say, even about it being an international competition, and people having to wear special white gloves to handle the ball because their skins on their hands are so delicate that it instantly decimates the skin. That's what I think it is. That what I know it is.

So take it or leave it. This is who I am.

Pool sucks.

boomz.

bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.

and tired.maybe i'll go sleep.

unacceptable

Unacceptable.totally unacceptable.

You win this round.

But mark my words,and believe me when I say this. This defeat may have brought me down to my knees, but I will rise up stronger and crush you like the insignificant puny insect that you are the next time we meet.





Mark.my.words.







P.S. Please do note that I am not referring to anyone in general here.

.

Can't seem to shake off this feeling.

I keep trying to reassure myself,but I still can't help but feel this way.

Is this what helplessness feels like?

Untitled

I paid a 150 bucks just so I could study more.Oh joy.

How screwed up can this world possibly get.

Right.

Dear Future Me,

NEVER EVER EVER TAKE AP.well unless it's chem,then...maybe.

but still.NO AP.

With love,

Present/Past me.

I'm going crazy.

what...

...kind of person am I.

I don't think I even thought through it before posting that post.Not that I'm taking it back,no.

But that I should have been somewhat more discreet.I don't mean to invade,to intrude.Or to announce to the world. No.

Yes,maybe that's just it.I suck at reading situations and people,and end up screwing things up.

grrr.

dang it.

&^%$@&#^%@%# I CAN'T THINK MATH NOW.SCREW YOU AP

damn.

it's amazing how there's this major exam coming up this wednesday and it costs 140 something freaking bucks to take....AND I DON'T TO GIVE A SHIT ABOUT IT.GO DIE,AP.

Are you okay?

I may not understand,but I'm willing to listen. I don't mean to intrude on anything. I wouldn't dream of it.

Friends can be that pillar of support(that sounded a little weird) which you can call upon anytime, anywhere.

We're not that close, but I'll try.

:)

 

And here's a cover of that song,amazing.the song,i mean.


  

that's all i want to share with y'all for now.see ya.

THANK YOU

WOOTS,THANK YOU,uTORRENT!!!

I DON'T KNOW HOW,BUT I DOWNLOADED A TEXTBOOK!!!

CURSE YOU NLB

WHY YOU NO HAVE THE BOOK I WANT???

ONLY NUS LIBRARY HAVE!!!:((((

oh noes.

i wonder how i ever let myself get persuaded by the school and Mr.Lim to take AP calc.I absolutely suck at math,i got lowest for the mock ap mcq in class and fell apart for the frqs.

They say that american math is easy,but I'm already struggling with some of the questions in the booklet.i would say that aiming for a 5 is a little too optimistic.

That's it.I'm not going to take AP stats next year,nor I am taking AP physics.

I suck at physics.Even this semester,where everyone,EVERYONE is supposed to get an A easily.The bloody practical test,in which i got 9 out of 30,screwed up everything.

Physics,I absolutely hate, detest, abhor, despise, loathe, blah blah blah you.

You're like a stink in my nostrils(taken from thesaurus.com)

You're just so abstract, so douchey, so...ARGHHHHHH.

Just go away.please.

stalemate

things seem to have come to a stand still,and I'm running out of ideas,fast...

Great,is Thy faithfulness...

你信实何广大。。。

I'm Back!

Realised it's been a long time(like,8 days) since I last posted.

It's just that I've gotten lazy.

Quite lazy.

Nothing much I want to say right now,except...

加油！

And I sincerely mean it.

cheers,mates.

sick.sick of myself.

sick of how I always don't keep my promises.

and sick of the fact that I'm always such a hypocrite.

I proclaim that I'm a christian. I say that I love God.

But my actions don't reflect that.I chose to play soccer over devoting some time to God.

I always get all riled up when some things intrude upon on my allocated church time during the weekends.But the fact that I don't react the same way during the rest of the week,really smacks of hypocrisy.

HYPOCRISY.

What I did, did not,  and never will, glorify God's name. It was all in vain.

Crisis avoided

went to settle my phone charger problem at bishan just now.had to buy another kind of charger (the one that charges your battery directly). to repair my phone would cost around 300 bucks.

came with a spare battery.

right.All I can say right now is that I'm totally screwed for math.I still have washer and the left right midpoint and trapezoidal riemann sum AND a few other thingys that I'm still unclear about.I'm also slightly sick of math,and in need of a power nap.

Plus I haven't been taking this mock ap seriously,I think I'm only like 1/3 done with my booklet LOL.planned to use this weekend to sort of chiong,but totally failed.

screw you,mock AP.

tough luck.

trying to decide who i hate more,liverpool or everton.

and man city's leading, YAY<3

i hope man utd just screws up,because I don't want man utd winning the league again.they a bunch of lousy asses who has to rely on the referees to win.the sight of them just makes me go sick.that's pure hatred,man.if i had a million buckets of paint,I'd fly them over to manchester just to pour them all over old trafford.

man city is so much better than them.I'd rather man city win the league than man utd.

you can say all you want,guys.for me,man utd will always,ALWAYS be the scum of english football.

SCUM.

right.that's the end of my rant.

tired now.but maybe i'll do a few ap calc qns...had cip in the morning, it was mainly just chopping up pumpkins, and fending off hornets/wasps with a knife.

then had this awesome beef soup at the queensway foodcourt,pity the avocado juice stall wasn't open.had to settle for some substandard ones.

ok.gotta go now,maybe getting an early-nighter.

ARGGHHHHHH

STUPID !@#$%#$#*^%@$%@^&#@% PHONE WHY WON"T YOU CHARGE

I was just thinking too much

Alright, firstly, I learnt 2 things from the events that had unfolded tonight:

1) I suck at lasertag/quest horribly. Only got 4 shots on target, and like a 4% hit rate. I know. I suck.

2) Joo kee's identity has been called into question. This happened during the post-lasertag snacking session back at the pantry, while Ryan, Joo kee and Ms.Chua's daughter, whose name sounds uncannily like shuen's(let's just call her shuen), were conversing

It all started from that mutated hamster drawing on the whiteboard...*winkwinknudgenudge*

Everyone had somehow arrived at the conclusion that joo kee was the artist.

Shuen(in the typical little girl voice): "Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!You so cute!"

Joo kee: up to his usual antics.

Ian(referring to joo kee): " He has a girl name....it's.....stephanie." (totally nonchalant voice)

Ryan: "It's the boy stephanie, not the girl stephanie...so he's.......stephanie kor kor!"

Shuen(shock showing on her face): "WHAAAAT....WHAT THE-"

Meanwhile, shuen's little sister was sitting quietly at one side, wondering what in the name of -insert word here- is going on.

So, from now on, Joo kee shall be known as....Stephanie.

My narrative skills sucks.

The only down side today was that I was super bummed out from not being able to do CA presentation today. T.T

right.off to slack and do a bit of ap calc.

see ya 

It's almost time

English presentation is tomorrow. I'm half freaking out inside, though my slides are done, I'm not sure whether I can elaborate on some of the points tomorrow. I'm probably going to end up talking some shit and end up confusing everyone. Get a grip,argh.

anyways, since I'm a freaking out a little I might want to share something with you guys/gals. So, I missed roll call for the third time last wednesday, and I am required to do up reflections. So here it is.

Reflections

Jordan Png

RA12-07

Hostel has by far been the highlight of my academic tenure here in NUS High. Living in close proximity with friends creates a vibrant atmosphere that one could not possibly experience at home. At night, everyone would come together to do work together, to chat, and to talk nonsense, the lively bantering, jokes and hearty laughter; one cannot possibly ask for more. But the pain of missing roll call mars the joy of these ‘gatherings’. Such a simple and easy thing to do, but woe and behold, such an easy thing to forget as well. It is such an easy thing such that it can easy slip one’s mind, not once, not twice, and probably not even thrice. That few seconds of walking to the biometric reader, pressing your finger to it, and hearing that ‘good-to-go’ sound that is accompanied by the all-too-familiar green light; these few seconds cannot possibly amount to a tragic loss of time. Yet the fact that it can so easily slip my mind is frankly baffling.

Sometimes, roll call would seem like something of low importance, and easily get displaced by something of seemingly far greater importance, such as schoolwork. I was so engrossed in doing up a mind map for chemistry that roll call totally slipped my mind, and as a result I missed roll call for the third time. The second time I missed roll call, you can say that it was simply all down to negligence. It was the night of the school concert, and I was one of the photographers on duty. A few other friends and I, thinking that since there was quite a lot of others who did not apply for late return, did not as well; reason being we would probably be let off the hook since a lot of people would miss roll call as well. These 2 roll calls were missed in the span of 2 days. So you can say that the 2^nd time was quite a painful one. But missing the third one really left me with a sense of injustice.

Ever since I missed roll call for the first time, I set a ‘roll call’ alarm, determined not to miss roll call again; or face the inconvenience of having to do up a reflection and a poster, or possibly even worse, endure the agony of hourly report. It worked quite brilliantly, as sometimes roll call had yet again totally slipped my mind, but then the alarm was there to save me. But during the march holidays, since I was back at home, I disabled the alarm, and when I returned after the holidays, I forgot to activate the alarm. But up until the third time I missed roll call (which was last Wednesday), I had not forgotten to do roll call. After missing roll call for the third time, it served as a wakeup call, and I returned to using the alarm, to serve as a memory aide. Hostel grants us the privilege of freedom, more freedom than we’re probably used to at home. But with freedom, comes responsibility, these two are like a ‘package’. Neglect that responsibility, and pay the costly consequences that is the loss of your freedom. The responsibility that is to account for ourselves when called upon to. That is what roll call does. The hostel has to account for our safety which includes our whereabouts, thus it is imperative that we do roll call. It is our responsibility. Neglect that responsibility, and poof goes our freedom.

For my poster, I have decided to use Nike® ’s slogan, “Just do it.”. Roll call isn’t that difficult to do, and what’s more, we’re NUS High students, part of the top 10% of students in Singapore. So doing roll call is certainly anything but an insoluble conundrum for us. So, just do it. That is all I have to say.    

The end.

There. Off I go now. Need to stock up on hard,solid facts for my presentation tomorrow.

The calamity of Mikhail Khodorkovsky

Some russian guy.whom I'm doing a bit of research on for the sake of my english presentation.

gosh,it really is driving me crazy.

i fell asleep like from 7 to 9 just now.urgh.and gamed for like AN HOUR.

just kill me already.I'm a guy with no self control.CURSE YOU FIFA.

and an hour later i've only like made 2 more slides.

now my legs are on the table.and i'm getting sidetracked.

grrr.need to get back on my presentation.if i concentrate,it shouldn't be a problem.

BYEEE

For He Lives Again.

哥林多前书15：3-4

“我当日所领受又传给你们的，第一，就是基督照圣经所说，为我们的罪死了；而且埋葬了；又照圣经所说，第三天复活了；”

Easter is not about easter bunnies, easter eggs, or chocolate bunnies. Have you ever thought about what Easter really was about, what it really represented?

productivity?don't make me laugh.

just finished 'consolidating' an article.i keep getting ^#$@%&#%$^%#$^$ sidetracked.

now i have to think about what i want to present.like an argumentative essay?or like a critique?grrrr.

i hate this.half wasted this day.i hate myself.-.-

and i kept eating today.ate sausages in the morning,porridge too,and some chicken wings(I'm not proud of that),菜饭 and some soup for lunch,a packet of duck rice,and when i came back,i had to finish this pot of porridge(which i added a few eggs to for flavor) and fishcake.

yes,i really have to watch what i eat...><

have to lose some more weight,I'm still a little fat(understatement lolol).

right.got to at least get 40% of the presentation done by today.see ya.

back.

fretting over the english current affairs presentation right now.and the article's like a lullaby.the boring aura that seems to emanate from the article is casting its influence over me.oh gosh.

right.got to go.hopefully i won't doze off...

that moment of stupidity

crashed for 2 whole hours just now.open house completely drained me.even though all I did was stand around and talk to parents,answer their queries(to the best of my abilities).

and yes,i did the most stupidest thing i could have ever, ever done.argh.i feel so mad at myself that I can't even bring myself to type it out here.thinking about it just makes me feel like whacking it right out of my head.

oh gosh.that guy is such a cow.play mind games with me.

and I'm a cow to have fallen for such a thing.

facepalm.to infinity and beyond.

other than that,open house was generally okay,got to socialize a lot.(jm and his clemence(i think that's how you spell it).

*punches myself*

oof.

right.ate kfc for dinner,my dad da-pao-ed it from malaysia.like me,he only came back home today.BUT I TOTALLY DITCHED THE SKIN.

and i apologize for my 1 week hiatus,i was too lazy><

sigh.going to watch that match tonight,but the london derby and man city match is showing at the same time.not sure any english broadcasters(english and american) will be...broadcasting the match(chelsea v villa).guess i'll have to resort to watching romanian broadcasts.or dutch.

in the mean time,i should go iron my exclusively tailor-made shirt which I'm going to be wearing to church tomorrow.A tad bit overdressing,i must admit,but it's a chance to try on that shirt.so why not?xD


 next week,there's english summative(die),med chem test(also die),major chem quiz(i hope i won't die,really need that A for chem,especially after that complete fiasco of a chem test.).

Digressing abit,did you guys know that NUS High was set up as a result of our dear education minister Teo Chee Hean's visit to Thomas Jefferson High in the states?He was so...taken by the idea of a math and science 'excellence center' that he thought, why not(singapore too)?yeap.so i guess we have him to thank(i guess) for.

and a bit of advice from jm's green power plant,desalination plant and oil rig builder friend,if you ever get the chance to 'escape' from singapore,grasp that chance.for reasons which if i stated here i could very well be persecuted by the government.

right.i really should go iron that shirt now.cheerios!

singtel's a piece of shit.

stupid &%^@#$^@&%&#% singtel.wasting my time.sending me a bill that's as good as shit.(still crappy.)

screwing with my mind.

all this chinese papers are just so &%@^%#@^$^%#@ ARGHHHH

don't get me wrong,I don't hate the language,but the homework is just so &^&$#%$@#&^%@%#.

right.maybe if i go shower,I'll be more level headed.

bye.

adroit

somehow i don't know what is it about british comedy that makes me laugh.sometimes it's just the 'oh,this is the part where I'm supposed to laugh!' moment,and sometimes it's just...funny?

right.got to get some work done.going for that concert tonight,so have to get my work(or at least a part of it) done.

see ya.

ruck of things?

it's 25 minutes after midnight,I'm up trying to torrent how i met your mother,my body's aching all over,I'm tired and there's a million more things running through my mind.

yeap.

nites,y'all.

sense of achievement.

cross country today.and OH YEA I GOT THE COLLAR PIN PEOPLE.

hehes^^.

the last part on the highway was quite retarded stupid.it seemed to go on and on and on and on for all of eternity.

and we saw some MONKEYS.

not during the run though.

they were raiding the camp for food.some juniors fed them stuff=.="

Thank God for giving me the will,determination and strength to keep on going.i wanted to give up at the last leg.but i persevered,trusting that He will give me the strength i needed.and as always,He provided.

makes you feel ashamed of yourself sometimes,(well,at least that's how i feel)He gives SOOOOOO much and yet we give so little.That just goes to show how much He loves and care for us.

yeap.

after the race,we had to go back to the tentage.and it was super hot!well it was since early in the morning><.

then after that we went to eat junction 8 lunch.and it still avoids me how some people would not want to shower after running through a freaking forest.tsk.

i went back to hostel with junwei,then showered(oh gosh finally),did laundry,then slept.for 2 hours.woke up,collected laundry,yada yada yada,went down to eat dinner,yi xuan joined me halfway through...

yeap.

waiting for my parents now.they're coming later at 9.15.they're now at hwa chong to bring my youngest sister for gymnastics(lolol).

alright.time to go slack.see ya~

humour.

don't know why,but i'm laughing to british comedy xD

this blog is best viewed with firefox,lol.

yeap.coz sometimes chrome screws up the page abit.abit.

i'm slacking off now.i should really get some work done.(this is like super ultra mega procrastination lolol)

and should get to packing my bag for tmr's trip to JB.

we're staying at a hotel there for like one night.because my father wants to spend more quality time xD

i think it's because he think we don't spend enough time together-(got interrupted by my mum for a bit,had to switch windows for a bit so she wouldn't see this.i'd feel weird if my mum/dad reads this blog lolol).as i was saying,he probably thinks that we don't spend enough time with each other(with him too) because nobody wished him happy birthday last friday.on his birthday.or at least,i know i didn't.and I'm not at all proud of that fact.

my dad's been working in malaysia ever since i was in p4 i think.so he has to drive up to KL every week and come back on the weekends.hardcore.

that's some real commitment.he's been doing this for 7 years just to put food on our table,to provide for our basic needs and many many more

Thank Lord for giving me such a wonderful father.I don't know whether I can ever say this to him,maybe it's some guy thing><

we rarely have heart to hearts.probably 'cause we work on the basis that we just know?lolol.i'm not sure.

the human mind is such an incredibly complex,unfathomable thing but yet such a beauty to behold,arguably God's greatest(well,almost i think,i dare not say greatest for he probably has far greater creations) ever creation.

So I shall pledge myself to be a even better son for the rest of my life,to my earthly and heavenly Father both.I can try,but I cannot possibly be a better son to him than how he has been a father to(and for) me,because,well,that's just love for you.The things they do for you is solely out of love and love alone.So please do treasure your parents(I'm not saying that you don't) and love them just as much as they love you.Sometimes it may not seem so,but the love they have for you is unconditional.They don't ask anything more from us than to be filial sons and daughters.

Love.just let it fill your lives.forever and ever.

peace.

P.S. no matter what,just keep it up.

the missing floor of clementi mall.

i'm serious.there's like no level 2.you take the escalator from first floor to...BAM.third floor.

maybe it's like the platform 9 and 3/4 of King's Cross. :O

well...there's always that slight possibility.

so.my day's been quite okay,i guess.i was half doing my work and half slacking in the morning.

thought i have finally gotten some jay chou songs i could listen to on my phone,but once it's on my phone,it's nowhere to be found.^#$%#@!#^$!@%$#^!@$&

(sam yong give me someeeee!>< i think you should have :P)
(and not really whether sure whether you reading my blog,but remember to get me a little souvenir hor!xD*demanding friend much?*)

that reminds me.

quite nice.but sad.

yeap.then after that,rushed out of the house to go meet jm.to hit the gym.

and we really hit it well,man.(sounds so weird ._.)

i progressed from the 17.5 to 20 kg barbell(ego) yeaaaaa:DDD

and i really pushed myself today.muscles feels more fatigued.yeap.we did stuff for and hour and a half,then went to eat lunch at subway.

wanted to buy the taiwan chicken.but then resisted the urge/temptation to.but still feeling hungry now.

we got the pull up bar,finally!for like 36 bucks.

so pin and dion,you guys have to pay 9 bucks.EACH.

lolol.

spent quite some time searching for a birthday present for my sister(the oldest amongst the three younger ones).but still failed.i don't know what to get her!like even the most practical gifts that i can think of was chui.

and i'm like going to m'sia(jb) tmr.that means that i won't be using my money to get her a gift.so yeap,i'm screwed.

help me!(plea to sam/si min/any female readers)

a practical yet nice gift for a 14 years old teenage girl who too digs k-pop!

righty-o.

I know i should get some work done now,but i'm too tired.mentally and physically.

groan.right.time to go do some chizz.


see ya~

bring your guitar!!!

it possible,bring your guitar to hostel!!!pinnnnnnny~

the market.

just went to the market to get some breakfast + get some groceries(yong tau foo) done for my mum and 2 younger sisters.

my mum just chided me for buying noodles for breakfast,as we're having noodles for lunch too...=.="

right.off to go eat my noodles.see ya~

Oh gosh ellen degeneres xDDD

watching her autocorrect segment of the show is like indescribable.

here.you'll see.



there's more of that where it came from.

disclaimer: inappropriate *cough* references.

have fun:)

haircuts

My first ever disastrous haircut.

super short.if i posted a picture of it here,you guys would die laughing lolol.

hehs i probably got more than what i wished for.i always like to keep my hair short because if it gets slightly too long,it'll be hideous.(vanity much?xD)

i kept on complaining,"ah,my hair too long,need to go get a haircut."

and now i'm sitting here with one particularly disastrous haircut.not that it's the barber's fault though.it's the one that i frequent here in yew tee.

and i dozed off a few times during the haircut =.=

was super drained from the cip this morning.helping nurture young talents in football.

and improving the plight of singapore football.

HUZZAH.

and i took a 3hrs nap just now i think =.=

oh gosh i tire out so easily these days.well,probably because i only slept 6hrs only on both nights xD

oh well.

and my productivity has hit an all new low.i was even more productive in hostel,despite all the distractions.i only managed to do half my chem assignment just now,and finish up to half of my 1st chem mind map.the fact that my friday and saturday is going to be eaten up spending time in jb makes it even worst.i have some more things to do besides these 2!><

groan.

and i don't want to stay cooped up at home!it's super depressing,just slacking off at home.it's as if i have no life(i probably do(not have a life)) T.T

so working would probably mean staying cooped up at home.so I shouldn't do work?if only i had that option...T.T

i'm probably gonna get stuck on the com for quite some time later,unless i decide to haul myself off it and get some more work done.

the holidays sucks.probably should have applied for sep.*groan*

they just use the opportunity to spam us with homework.normal school days,they rarely do that(but I'm a 1 hons student with no bio,so that's quite a biased opinion).

right.so i should go slack?xD

see ya~

fooooooooooooood

watching food shows at this time is insane.

my tummy's like grumbling every 3 seconds(ok la,maybe not that exaggeratedxD)

but you get my point.

so to pacify my hard-to-please tummy,i cooked my Heinz's Very Vegetable soup.

turned out ok.it's capsicum,tomato and herbs flavour.

here.

still watching,and now the show's talking about knives lol.kitchen knives, i mean.

and apparently there are three kinds of cutting methods.slice,chop and pare.

slice,long pulling movement,chop,up and down(think choo choo train) ,pare...trimming and psuedo peeling(like apple skin,cucumber skin(not peeling,paring))

i should go,before i bore you guys with even more facts xD

see ya!

Am I?

Am I good enough?

Low self confidence much?Low self-esteem?

maybe.

it's raining inside.is it?

slacking off on the couch.watching afc.and thinking 'bout stuff.

stumbled across this song on youtube though,it's quite nice.

groan.can't embed it here.it's just so you know by Jesse McCartney.

really really pensive now. right.gotta go,else i start pouring out my heart here.

see ya~

renaissance.

random.

this morning when i jetted off for training(joking only la,i no jet plane ): ),took the train to school.for the first time in like 4 months.it was totally rad(no it wasn't)

when i reached clementi,saw kr there.but he was taking bus.so i decided to walk to school.not that i hate him or anything,just that it feels awkward...

while walking to school,met MR LEE!!!haha so awesome,chatting with him all the way while walking to school.apparently his house(i don't know what to call those olden day kampong kinda....houses?o.o") had this garden in it,because his parents are in the agricultural industry(actually at that time i'm not even sure you have this word,agricultural,back in the days as well.but i'm assuming it's that xD)

and that his honours in bio in nus was botany as well.real committed dude!runs in his blood i guess.so he's pretty much been surrounded by plants his whole life.you can see that passion in him,it's like burning.really.not joking.

best bio teacher ever!(other than malcolm soh).

then,came TRAINING(cue doomsday music).coach finally did fitness training,and i must say,i suck at it.and the fact that we were doing it on the fabulous disgustingly muddy field.WHY NO ASTROTURF DDDD:

it was like running in mud soup ><

then he made us run 800m in like 3 m lol.and it's not even 800m because it's on the school field.dang.

the rest of training was quite monotonous (it is for you guys).

except there was this part where i blocked a SIONG GIM shot with my instep.sure,the way i went in looks impressive,but stupid move.should have used my studs(not on him,on the ball).now my right leg feels screwed.

got my boots cleaned(had to directly wash it(apparently i'm not supposed to,because can't get leather wet(which i totally knew(lolol))),because it's covered with mud=.=)

went back to hostel,showered up,did some laundry,and then decided that i was too tired to go out,and went back home.

on the train ride back home,i actually dozed off standing.had to wake up a few times to make sure that i didn't look stupid sleeping:P

reach yew tee,and i decided to be greedy and buy taiwan chicken!oh my gosh pure goodness(mouth melts).

right.but the weird thing is,while walking back home,i suddenly had the urge to cry.i don't know why,must be the mood of the song(it was qing tian) that suddenly made me think of something :O

throughout my 5 years of teenagehood,i have only cried(or wept) like 4-5 times (but i think that's alot for a guy lolol),and it's because of near extreme sadness.

so i reached home,had lunch,cleaned the fan(not fan kai ming,the real fan,what would he be doing at my house LOL) then went to sleep.

woke up at 4.46,went to get some yogurt + granola,cut and wash vegetables(for dinner) and here i am blogging.

i think i'm going to do work later.chem stuff though,i'm not really in the mood for anything else.

see ya~

oh my gosh

qing hua ci's like stuck in my head now.i think i'm getting addicted to it.

i need all his music!!!OH laksfh;dkjgfjakhsdklad.

青花瓷

a beautiful song.really.with a deep meaning to it.

but my chinese's half decent only,so can't really grasp that meaning.

jay chou's a really fabulous artiste.i can finally see that impeccable talent of his.it really is something to behold.

I shall strive to listen to more of his songs from now on!:)

Anyways,it didn't rain just now at jurong.so i could play soccer.

but i didn't.chose to go out for dinner with my family instead.

soccer's always there.but the people that's around you isn't going to be.you can't control these kind of things.so cherish your loved ones.don't regret only when they're gone.cherish them.you never know what's going to happen in life.trying to isn't going to help the slightest bit.

feeling very pensive right now.there are a million things running through my mind right now,but it's all surprisingly quite clear cut.

there are regrets,and they're all regarding my past crushes.like how i used to say things that made a lot of sense back that but now it all carries no meaning.

I don't ever want to make empty promises again.It just makes me feel so damn sick of myself.

I want to make things count.Like how they should always.(that's vague,ain't it)

I really want to.:)

was talking to felecia about some stuff just now online.i unburdened myself with some of my feelings :/

somehow sometimes i have to share my secrets with someone so that i won't feel so cooped up.that's just how i am,i guess.

see ya all,i'm probably going to be slacking off.i'd try to do the bits of the chem mind map that i can though xP

come,fly with me.

sounds like some michael buble song.(wait,it is.)

now,sooo soooo soooooooo bored.and tired.and lazy.it's raining now,which makes me even more sleepier and which means there's no soccer later :(

and the fact that i'm eating out tonight at some jap restaurant with my family(to celebrate my dad's birthday) makes it even worse.because soccer's like my only form of exercise now lol other than gym and pe.

gonna get fat><

well,i suppose i can get my chem mind map half done(because i left my chem notes in school-.-) and get some household chores done(by some i mean ironing=.=).

sleepy too.(i know,i've said that already).probably going to get some sleep later.

sigh~better go get it done then.see ya~~~

advantage,blues.

playing against ten men leh.good chance!just throw on torres and sturridge.

anywhos,today i woke up quite late.like 9.43 late.then slacked off for abit,then went to do some work before realising my epic fail moment.

then i decided to just give up on doing work,and just watched tv.

slacked off even more till 4 something,where i went out earlier than i usually go out when i'm going to youth fellowship.to go and get my dad's gift.

i got him an 8gb thumbdrive.it was the most practical gift i could think off.i went to lot 1 to get it,at first going to popular,then going to courts,then going back to popular again.

i got it for $17.90.quite reasonable bah,it's Sandisk somemore.decent brand.

i left at 4.55,and arrived at church 5.26.

we combined with the english congrete's yf for their last messsage of their yf retreat,it was ok i guess.i though rev quek would be delivering the message,but he wasn't... ._.

then after that stayed for their 'random' activities,it was basically role playing (they were,not me nor my friends).it was a 'prom' scenario,and you have four ppl playing out of character.(their own real life character) their personalities are like draco malfoy-type, bimbo-istic type,paranoid-type and siao za bo type xD

it was quite funny la,but i can't concentrate on recounting it while watching the match.

then after that went to have dinner at subway at lot one(again) and had to kill time for an hour coz my parents were at my grandmother's house and there was no one at home and i had no keys :P

went wandering around,and decided to get myself new earphones:)

i got a nice one,from courts.but it's quite funny,how i bought it.it was like i saw it at first,36 bucks.then i was like ok la,since i don't usually spend much when shopping usually.and 36 bucks should mean that it's decently good quality.

then when i went to pay at the cashier,the person scanned it,and it was like 12 BUCKS!!!i was like feeling bemused at that time.feeling half-ecstatic and half-cheated.

12 bucks!!does that speak volumes about the quality of this earpiece?

but then i was like ah heck,just take the positives.

by the time i was done, it was only 9.10 lol.so i went to wander around more,test out my new earphones,look at cds at popular,then going to ntuc to kill time :P

set back for home at around 9.26,went to yew tee point to kill some more time,and met junfu and his mum there lolol.looked like they were going to ntuc.went back after that and arrived downstairs at 9.48.

while i was walking back home from the mrt,i felt strangely happy,and....argh i dunno how to say.but the song "talking to the moon" could best describe my emotions and what i was thinking about of that time.

and so yada yada yada,i'm blogging here and watching the match.

well,time to go i guess.

see ya!(enjoy the second day of sep,simin and sam!:) )

and so yada yada yada,here i am right now.overall a very ordinary day

the holidays are here!rejoice?no.

right.things to do during this short break.

1)Chem assignment
2)Chem Mind map
3)Study for chem test(must maintain A!)
4)Math assignment 4
5)Math summary?(maybe,it's like due on 28th march.)
6)Study for math gct 4 and math test 2.
7)Start preparing for AP calc.
8)Read God's word more.
9)Start on med chem project.
10)Go for football training.
11)Cip on tues.
12)Get a life.
13)Daydream while doing work?
14)Do chinese compo and holiday hw.
15)Run.(hopefully,if I can find the reason to.)
16)Prepare for the english journal presentation thing.D:
17)Read more.

That's probably just about it.

I know others probably have alot more,so I'm probably already very lucky.

In other words,I'm screwed.xD

...=.="

was doing chem assignment just now,and then it hit me.

I LEFT MY CHEM NOTES IN HOSTEL!!!!-.-

dang.might as well just take tmr or take on mon.(when i go back for training)

right.gotta go buy a gift for my dad later~

still thinking of what to buy.

see ya!take care!

Cocoa Cappuccino

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you asked me why.

yet i feigned ignorance just now like a jackass.i'm gonna clear that up.don't get me wrong,i'm not angry at you.you gave me something to reflect upon.something important,which i need to sort out pronto.

my feelings have been messed up quite a few times recently this year.why?well,i was centered on the wrong things.things that aren't supposed to be my priority.it really isn't.yes,i have to admit that i'm rather 纷心(i don't know whether it's correct lol.).i have realised it before, but i keep shoving it aside,avoiding.feigning ignorance.christians aren't supposed to be like this. i really need to rework myself.

Thanks:).no,really,thanks.there's no bit of sarcasm here.if there is,then i don't deserve to live.a decent man would take anything that comes his way.anything.not that i'm saying that what you said is bad.it's good,actually:) ask me again next time,and i'll tell you. Promise. I hope this doesn't spoil our friendship though. I really hope it doesn't.:)

Have a safe trip to korea ya:)and do enjoy it!God bless!

Coconuts and cheese crackers

first things first,here's a shout out to si min and sam,who missed today's math lesson.according to mr lim,we're gonna do tut,assignment 4 at starbucks while he sips his cappuccino.yeap.so bring those things:).plus your chapt 4 notes:)

received my chi test results today.got 51/80 :(.my zhtk screwed me up again.-8 marks from there leh.

then,later went to the lounge to play bridge + mao.don't ask me what mao is,it's complicated crap xD.you get penalised for making random noises.oh well,i supposed i should have resisted the temptation to do so.xP

i wonder how you make the 'rrrrrr' noise.i can't seem to do it>.<"

played that for like 1.5 hrs lolol.we were all nearly brain dead by then.

then went back hostel to slack,and then math.math was same old same old.like a paradise(that was not sarcasm.)

and Mr.Lim's chinese name is 林德春!

hehehe^^

then later we went to ssef.kept on disturbing sam and simin,lolol what a lousy friend i am.xD

then went to buy macs (so unhealthy) and smuggled it inside science centre to eat it.and to look for jm,pinnnnny and da-ryl.

yeap.then we went to do some more chizz,came out and ate macs again.i just sat there and stole some fries.

went back to sch after that,and watched the family guy version of the original Star wars trilogy.super funny and distracting.B'coz i was doing my med chem assignment at that time.:P

ate dinner,did some more med chem,and i now i'm here blogging and waiting to do rollcall and rush down to avoid the lift rush during fire drill(but maybe you aren't supposed to take the lift during fire drill).and i live on the 12th floor.so going down earlier is smart.imagine walking down twelve floors of stairs.it's not that hard,but it's a bore. x.x

and while i'm down there,can laugh at everyone who are still up there waiting for the lift/walking down the stairs still.

right.it's 8:59.gotta go now.see ya!:)

debut.

just made my debut for the school team today,on for the injured junwei for the last 10 minutes.

AS A CM.for those non soccer junkies,here's what a CM does:).click here.

lolol.i'm the last person you'll ever think of playing in CM.played decently,intercepted some passes,tracked back to help out in def.there was one moment where the opponent striker rounded yk,then i went straight to the goal line.the striker shot,and my heart skipped a beat when the ball flew past me.but thank goodness kr was on the line to block it.*whew*

though i could have set off a dangerous counter attack had i controlled the ball and sprayed passes around in the dying minutes of the match.

and while i was walking past the referee moments later,the referee suddenly blew for full time.mind blown.literally mind blown.more mind blown then i was at sam yong's counterfeit taiwanese chinese accent

haha throughout the match while i was sitting on the bench i was in two minds.it's like part of me is dreading the moment where coach asks me to warm up,and part of me is looking forward to the moment where coach subs me in.lolol.

it was my first ever taste of competitive soccer/football!went quite well.but my stamina sucked-.-must train more!

well.oh ya did i mention that i wore SHUEN'S JERSEY?I REALLY DID!!!XD

IT COULD FIT ME!!!:DDDwell,it was abit tight fit,so more macho xD

INTIMIDATE OPPONENT seh!*ego*:)

yeap.oh.i finally got my phone to charge.had to go ninja jia min's charger.

mine couldn't work for some reason.so had to hotspot,cannot use usb tethering.

i feel very slack today.ok,shall go play more games~and maybe attempt to do med chem assignment xP.

see ya~~

don't let this end.

don't let this end like how it all ended last time.

i don't want it to:)

because this could be it.

med chem quiz was screwed up lol.

and it's like 15% of the final grade.screwed haha.

screwed screwed screwed screwed xDDD

tmr's gonna be so boring T.T

esp eng.OH SPARE ME><

and i just realised i screwed up the slow and fast step for the rxn mechanism for the quiz.lolol.now can only get 13.5 only.(MAX)T.T

anyways.nothing more to say here.here's a jason chen vid to enjoy.:)




like i said,enjoy:),and good day(or night),people!:D

smallocks.

haha today so eventful lol.and now i'm supposed to be studying for med chem quiz.but i'm tired and i don't want to care lolol.

anyways.today had chem quiz and eng summative.

ii'm fully prepared to get a C or D for eng.coz i write until i don't even know a thing i'm talking about.it's like jump from one point to another.

ah heck la.i don't care about english.it's not like i have to write argumentative/discursive essays in the future.=.=

chem quiz was on the other hand,super EASY HARD.(for the benefit of my roommate).

it's like everything is just to give throw free marks away.(again,this is for the benefit of my roommate).

and today,dewey was surprisingly cheery lol.he had this cheeriness in his voice,facial expression....well ya you get it,he's just cheery.

hence chem was quite fun^^

then maths.as usual,teck choow(or chow?) was at his epic best.like suddenly can just change subject from math to swedish ice resorts.and he taught us swedish for 'exit'.it's utgang(wu-tuh-gang).very important to take note of if you want to go sweden someday.

really hope he's gonna be our teacher next sem again*cross fingers*

then,after that,LUNCH.tried to 'impress' some people with my knowledge of scandals/gossiping thingy.it was ghastly.

and I FAILED.

ya,they were unimpressed.namely sam and wei qi.

and then after that we went on to the topic of stalking.and comparing ez-link cards.they were mindblown by my change,man.mindblown.here.

that's me year 1.^^

and

me now.

here's a diff pic.

you can see which one is me right.

this is my church's 青年团契.i'm the youngest there.but the second tallest lolol.

i don't know them quite well,though,coz i came to this church,like this year only.

it's at pandan gardens(jurong,it's like a 5mins drive down aye from school here)

*hint hint*

but i stay at yew tee lol.i take longer to get to church from home xD

alright.anyways,sidetracked bigtime.

we were basically sitting there at the canteen talking till 2 40 smth.then we relocated to the lounge to play bridge.

bridge was FUN kay,so i me and rachel were partners for the first 2 rounds then me and sam was partners for the rest of the rounds.haha and me and sam were like shamelessly screening each other's cards.it's like we open our hands big big then just show.but we still lose lolol xD.

then after that went for phy lab re-test.got 25/30,but i think surely got -marks one la.it's retest after all.

right.shall attempt to mug med chem and slack off at the same time now.but do something to my abs firstxD

okies,off i go...see ya!~~~