this may sound like I'm trying to find an excuse,but soccer hasn't given me what I was looking for in the first place when I joined. I wanted to be able to enjoy the game more. but I haven't. instead I dread every training session, I don't click well with the people there, my awful tactical awareness makes me look like a fool. Right now soccer is more like a training session for me to prepare for NS physically. If I wanted to do that,I would have joined odac, or any other sports cca, or just train myself.heck,I should have joined ncc in yr 1 instead of wasting 4 years at yfc.

I don't know whether I should continue going for training with this back condition I have. It's called facet syndrome, and well I don't know whether it's normal or not,but so far this year, I leave every training session with a sore lower back. The doctor has advised me on avoiding anything that could potentially aggravate my  situation, such as contact sports( i.e. football). He's also provided me with a letter to excuse me from such activities. I've just been holding it back, and testing how my back holds out.

sigh.it's something that's been troubling me since last friday. should I hang up my boots, and turn in that excuse letter?or should I continue to fight through it?